SPD I'm feeling so down , lonely and in a lot pain.

I already ask if somebody else here suffer from SPD , I know there are some woman out there in severe pain too . I just needed to vent. I'm 37 weeks and 5 days , I just can't wait anymore to meet my little girl, it just hurts so much, people around don't really understand so when they ask me how I'm doing I just say I'm fine , otherwise they look at me as if I'm a brat . I'm not ok, nobody to talk to.