1year ago (not April fool)

1year ago, my husband had 2 take me 2 hospital because I was having a miscarriage.. it was a terrible shock as we were both very excited and it was our first pregnancy.. I haven't been able 2 fully get over what happened and it seemed like life had gone on the way it use 2.. but now I find myself wondering what my baby would of looked like, boy or girl, the name, etc.. I still have some of the baby stuff we received and I can't let go.. also it's hard 2 talk 2 my husband about it, he gets very angry if I try bring it up.. if anyone has advice on how 2 get through all of this, please comment..