I'm not sure what to do any more.

My heart is slowly dying. My husband doesn't try to have sex with me anymore and he says very mean and hurtful things. We also have a problem where he is so forgetful. He has very childish behaviors and as soon as I say something it is in one ear out the other.

I spend many nights crying and trying to be happy. I have a lot on my plate and I feel so alone.

What should I do?

Also we were supposed to be trying to have a baby but that's so hard when you only have sex 4 times a month if you are lucky.