My heart is slowly dying. My husband doesn't try to have sex with me anymore and he says very mean and hurtful things. We also have a problem where he is so forgetful. He has very childish behaviors and as soon as I say something it is in one ear out the other.

I spend many nights crying and trying to be happy. I have a lot on my plate and I feel so alone.

What should I do?

Also we were supposed to be trying to have a baby but that's so hard when you only have sex 4 times a month if you are lucky.