Feeling depressed/guilty **vent, long**

I am really not enjoying my pregnancy. I love feeling my son move but I am feeling so emotional most of the time. I don't feel like DH is being very helpful at all on a day to day basis and I'm sick of asking/nagging him to. I'm getting really short with him as I'm doing everything around the house and he's frustrated by it but isn't helping still! Also at 25 wks nausea kicked back in and I'm feeling rotten. I secretly cry every day and I'm sick of pretending everything is great and I'm happy. I had a long journey to conceive and I'm feeling a little ripped off by my experience but mostly feeljng guilty that I'm not enjoying my miracle. Hormones are not my friend. Anyone else in the same boat?