I want to share this
I really want to talk about my first sexual experience and everything that happened from then on but I can't do it with my name. It puts me in an unsafe place so it's anonymous.
When I was 7-8 years old I met this guy. He was somebody who lived opposite and everybody loved him. He was so nice to all the children in the street when we played outside.
One day he came up to me when I had fallen over and offered to take me in to fix my grazed knee. My family had gone out for the day and left me alone outside so I had no choice but to say yes.
He took me in and fixed up my knee. He made me a hot drink and sat down next to me.
This guy was like 30-40. I saw him as a father. After chatting for a while he started stroking my face and telling me how pretty i was. My childhood was fucked so somebody telling me I was pretty was just... Undescribale.
He took things a lot further. Long sorry short he raped me. I say rape... I never said no but I was 7. :/
So anyway, it happened a lot after then. About three months afterwards he told him his friend was coming round to do the same to me.
Anyway,,, without blabbering I slowly but surly became a major part of a peodophil ring until I was 13. I was told I was too old then :/
They have messed my body up and now ttc is very difficult because of all the nasty things they did to me. It's haunts me even today but I'm slowly regaining confidence :)
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