It has been hard... We have been married for 9 months but have been trying a little over a year and a half.

The worst miscarriage we had was on the morning of our wedding August 2 2014.

We had two before that. So that made our third miscarriage... Unfortunately we just lost our 7th this last month.

That was the first pregnancy we have told my dad about he was so excited. (I'm the only girl out of 5 kids) when I had to tell him that we lost the baby we both cried... It was hard for both of us me and my dad have never been really close till about a year ago. He called me twice that day just to see How I was doing. It meant so much to me to know my daddy cared so much about this child he had never even met or seen for that matter...

We have gone to doctors to try and figure out why we keep loosing our pregnancies. They have tested all my hormones and done a surgery to check for endometriosis and they didn't find anything.

But because I'm so young I'm only 20 they won't do fertility drugs for me.. my husband is 26 I want him to be young when we have kids. We want 8 so we need to get started now...

Some people keep trying to tell me that they weren't real pregnancies. That Makes me so mad and sad that people can be so mean... I knew I was pregnant days if not a week before I could get a positive test. Some people just know. I can feel every time we get pregnant and I know I loose them before I even start bleeding. No matter How far along you are you ARE pregnant.

This week I went to an iridologist someone who can look into your eyes she thinks she found what is wrong... Or so I'm hoping.. she says there is something wrong with my thyroid and my blood.

She put me on a trimeca pill and a blood builder to help regulate my body and she said that should stop our miscarriages. I haven't really felt a difference on them yet but we are ovulating this week...

So pray they work and that baby #8 is a keeper...