How he is after I've had a termination

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me and my partner have been together for six months now , two months ago we found out i was with child and three weeks ago i have a termination , now here we are three weeks late me needing a lot if personal suport but then five days ago he tells me he is going to a festival for five days , and i know he is going again next weekend , now i knew he was going away but i did not know he will be gone for almost two weeks when he was gone all of the week before , i was very hurt since he booked it all two days prior to my termination , i feel like thats a symbol that he just did not care that much , when he knows i have no one to talk to and my family is a flight away. now i know his going throw his own thing , but its hard for me to feel bad for him knowing he booked all this two days before the hardest thing i ever had to do in my life. i gusse i just dont know , am i crazy or dose he just not really care about me?