Probably AF... 😔

I'm kicking myself because my AF was 2 days late, and (like my 1st pregnancy) only had some brown spotting. I was just starting to feel hopeful. Today I started bleeding and cramping. The lower back cramping is reminding me of pain from my MC. The thing is, since the bleeding is less heavy than my average period, my brain is desperately trying to convince me that it's implantation bleeding. Every article I read describes it differently. My husband is frustrated because I'm down and he can't fix the problem. I just feel so alone. I really hate this. 😣