Trouble moving on

Hey girls! I was just wondering if anyone else has trouble having sex with your SO after miscarrying? I had my first miscarriage in January and my second in May. The first time I don't think it was this hard, but this time I could just cry when I think things might be getting intimate with us. We only have once since the second miscarriage and after we started I was fine, but it's so hard to be back to square one again. I hope this gets better soon!