Not knowing if im pregnant or not is driving me crazy!!

I have been using my fertility calendar to avoid pregnancy tracking my ovulation. My fiancé has been on my more than often during my fertility window. He admits to wanting a child. The last three days of my fertility window we have had sex at least 3x a day without him withdrawing each time. Those days are said to be the most fertile. It is now 4 days later and i have symptoms of early pregnancy. I am nauseous, breast tenderness, mood swings, thick white creamy discharge, seriously craving pickles and I never have,  mild cramps, and sensitive to smell. I have three children and I found out i was oregano with them all 2 weeks after conception. I seriously believes i am pregnant but without a positive pregnancy test (its too early) im still in denial. The anticipation is killing me. I cant take a test until june 9th