Now I know it sometimes take more then one time but if it doesn't work for me these times then I'm sorry I can't do this .. I mean being a lesbian and trying to conceive is hard and emotionally stressful ..we have been using a donor doing it the old fashion way and it's very intense for my partner .. I just want to be pregnant so bad .. I wanna be a mommy so bad .. Its a every day want , need , and prayer !