Last night at 10pm I took my first round of  Misoprostol ( 4 pills placed in the vagina) around midnight I started bleeding just before 4am my water broke and I just made it to the bathroom when my baby came out (I was 4 days from being 12 weeks but baby measured 8 weeks 2 days). At first cried I found out Monday and I was blaming my self wondering why me saying it wasn't fair. This wasn't a planned pregnancy and it was hard on my so and I when I found I. He didn't want the baby and I was so depressed. I felt relieved and stress free when my baby came out. Yes I wanted the baby but it truly was not the right time and I didn't want to admit. Now it's time to focus on me and my future so when I'm ready to conceive again it will be a planned pregnacy and happy one. I would never wish this on my worse enemy. It hurt so bad emotionally and physically. But no matter how my so and I fought he was with me when I went to talk to my ob about what to do and he has been with me everyday this week. Telling me it will be okay and we will have another child when we are ready. He was not with me when I passed my baby (he was at work) as soon as it happened I texted him and he called me right away. I'm 22 years old but now I feel like a stronger woman going through this. Last night I done it alone even though my mom was here she wa asleep but I wanted to face it alone. I knew if I woke up my mom it would be worse because my mom is an emotional woman. The days leading up she made it harder I me but I know she just wanted to be there for me.