Another month, another go

And another month, another try! Feel like I did everything I could and should have done! Tracked, monitored, had sex on high fertile days. I sit here with AF,cramps and all, just wondering when it will happen? Questioning why does it happen for others and not for us? We have been TTC for almost a year ( not as long as some but at same time longer than most). I know I shouldn't let this bother me for longer than a day (it's been 3 days-- with random crying spurts), but it is so hard. I see or hear others getting good news and see families making memories, and it just becoming overwhelming! My husband is really supportive and tries his best to make it feel okay.  I know he wants me to not be unhappy, but I just find it impossible for him to know exactly how I feel. It's hard to keep these feelings bottled up. Just wanted to let it all out!