I'm terrified. I planned a home birth, but Ive lost my job due to being on bed rest, and might not be able to afford my midwife anymore. I'm incredibly heart broken. To top it off, the OB's in my area, literally all of them, have horrible ratings! Almost all of them have reviews like "I was cut with out my consent", "they agreed to my birth plan before hand but then cut me, made me get on my back, etc, and there was no emergency" the reviews are terrifying. And the two start hospitals that they deliver at don't reply to the complaints! I feel trapped!