Emotionally spent....

Cw
One of those dreary days...I feel like AF is starting. I've had a dull ache in my right ovary on and off all day. Each  month I put myself through this agony only to be saddened more When I see I didn't get a Bfp. I know I need to be positive but today I feel emotionally spent. I took a test and bfn. And the vicious cycle continues .....