Af due 8/14 already feel im out :(

Last month i had a chemical. I was super excited and then obviously devastated. I know everyone says just wait because you are not out until she shows... but dont they also say you will just know if you are pregnant. ? I dont feel pregnant.

Long story short i took clomid for this cycle first time. I bd on cd 12 13 14 and 15. I got a positive opk on cd16 but could not bd again until cd19 due to dr orders for so (he was having his sa). So im pretty sure i missed my possible window. I dont have my normal tenderness in my breasts that i get before af but i do have some cramping.

Ttc for 16 months and counting now... and its getting far too depressing