I'm just not sure how I feel..

I'm 3 weeks 2 days postpartum. During my pregnancy I hated the idea of sex and didn't care to have it. Now it's a totally different story! I had my gallbladder removed Monday so even though I'm pretty well done bleeding and had no stitches or tearing. I still should wait at least another 2 weeks.. Its been killing me to wait so long! I've never felt more emotionally connected with my husband. Then I find out that my husband has been watching porn almost everyday... I feel betrayed and sickened especially when I seen on the history he was searching "threesome" I can't even look at him the same. I never cared if he watched porn until I figured out it became a ritual... I just feel so distant from him now... Any advice?