Almost cried in walgreens

So after about 8 months I finally was hopeful that this was the month to finally have our second. . Been trying a little over two years..had hard time first one... nope. .. hey it is today. .go to buy pads. . And what's infront of me .... a women buying a pregnacy test.. I almost lost it.. why would that happen. .it was like a punch in the gut. .. either devil laughing. .or god saying it will happen... I ran to my car to cry