Ttc after miscarrage questions for those that have.

I honestly don't know if I'm ready or ever will be but I've had to stay off birth control the last two months and this week insted of a full on bright red bleeding cramping period mid cycle I had a a very mucus thick like discharge with light bright red streaks and some cramping but not a ton.

Idk what going on in my body the dnc was on April my doctors nurse keeps dismissing it as my body have hormonal imbalance due to the 11 week loss. But I just don't understand. I feel like I'm ruined something isn't right I've been so crampy (contant dull ache that starting to make me nauseous) from cycle day 19 to now (I have long cycles 28 days minimum) ive had many wird sympoms but just pms (boobs bloating headache) i took a pregnancy test to be sure deffinitly negative.

I am not trying to sound stupid just wondering if any ones had dnc issues like this.