4 DPO & already stressing 😩

Had my trigger shot Sunday 08/23 had positive opk peaked on Tuesday. Did the deed as I was supposed to and started my progesterone Wednesday... Trying to stay super positive since this is our first cycle with clomid, ovidrel and times intercouse but I don't have my pregnant blood test until 09/09 and time is going by soooo slow! I don't want to get my hopes up but I think I already have... Also feeling resentful towards my husband since he doesn't have to go through all of the physical changes I've been dealing with... Just need some uplifting support!!! 😔