Jealousy

I'm 28 years old blessed to be pregnant with my 4th baby 🙏🏼 however I find myself getting jealous at all these pictures I see of baby nursery, baby cribs, baby showers, gender reveal parties. I know it's petty but I can't help it. I've never had a baby shower. I don't live near family or friends only in laws. I have no room for a baby nursery let alone a crib. I'm so emotional and anxious about it. Just venting...