Stress and worry

Some days i feel like I'm going to explode. This baby was unexpected, but wanted and that's fine. I just didn't expect to get so sick. I had to quit working, and my SO works but i made most of the money. I've had to apply for welfare for the first time I ten years. There's never food until that clears. I've eaten rice for weeks now and hope the prenatal vitamins cover the nutrition.

I'm so hungry i just want to cry. My SO basically doesn't eat so my son and i can.

Too many things went wrong in a row. My dad got sick and we had to move suddenly to be near him. That ate our savings. Then the pregnancy had me hospitalized and i lost my job.. I don't know anyone where we are and don't know where to turn for help anymore.

I know it'll be better after the babies born and i can go back to work but I'm only 17 weeks and idk if i can avoid breaking down that long.

Sorry this is long. I've just been trying to plaster in a happy face irl and needed a little venting space.