Idk why I'm putting this on here. I feel like no where to turn to. My depression and anxiety is so bad. I can't go any more nights now with out crying. I can't breathe anymore. I can't think anymore. I can't function. The worst part is I have no reason. I don't know what to fix. I don't know why. I have family that I love and loves me. I have an amazing boyfriend who helps thru my rough nights. I have friends that I can trust. But yet I'm so alone. One second I'm with friends and family feeling great loving life, loving myself and feel accomplished. Then the next second the walls close in, the voices of ppl I know turn to static and I'm in a different place. I literally can do nothing but curl into a ball and cry. I just can't control it anymore. I can't handle it in healthy ways anymore. I'm so lost.