Anyone Else....?

Anyone else find themselves unable to stand their s/o upon becoming pregnant? I'm 33 weeks and since I've been pregnant I've not wanted anything to do with mine. We're majorly long distance so it is different than most but I mean like when he comes to visit I put pillows between us in bed and take my dog out extra just go be alone cause that's what I want. I'm sincerely hoping I go into labor early so that he isn't here when it happens and I can have some time alone with baby, and in dreading him being here for a month when baby comes because I don't want to share my bed, the thought disgusts me. To add some back story I never liked sex I only did it when drunk so me not wanting to be physically close is no surprise to me. But literally everything he says annoys me , getting messages from him annoys me, his existence annoys me ! Everything about him turns me off .