Upset

So I had a 19 week check up today and was called in by the treatment coordinator to tell me I have to find a new ob before my next 4 week appointment because the one I have been using told them yesterday he was retiring. I actually started crying. I am still upset. We lost a baby at 24 weeks earlier this year and I was completely treated like crap by my previous ob and when we found out we were pregnant again we found this doctor and absolutely loved him. He took time to answer questions listen to our concerns and has been very attentive and reassuring the whole time. Now I have to find someone to take me as a patient and I was just saddened by this. I think my hormones got the best of me but I couldn't help but crying.