need to vent

Jennifer
Im sorry but i need to rant. i have been trying to get pregnant for two years. I went back on the pill early this year because of my wedding. we are officially married so I stopped the pill beginning of August. this time felt different. I actually got aunt flow to where before i needed Provera to do this. Then cd 40 came; bfn so boo back to provera. took that; period came 5 days later. did two fertility medicine... cd13 came and started spotting.   now it's enough to use a pad/liner. (cd 16 now) so its to much to be implantion bleed and to soon.     i am soooo discouraged and heart broken.