Braxton hicks are getting intense 😫

Ashley • 20 years old♍️ One daughter born on October 31st 🎃 In love ❤️
Can I just say I can't wait to give birth 😂 but I'm also so scared at the same time. I have Braxton hicks all day but at night when I lay down they get pretty bad. They're difficult to breathe through at times and I get back pain. I've gone to the hospital twice because of this and each time I'm told I'm fine and to come back if it gets worse but idk. 
And on top of being extremely uncomfortable I have a cold! I can hardly handle it now, I'm scared for real labor and I'm scared I won't be able to do it. 
I'm so miserable but I can't wait to see my little baby. ☺️