Discouraged

I know we have only been ttc for three months but I'm getting very discouraged. I wish my SO would stop pushing me to test so early. I'm 7 days until AF and he pressured me into testing and I got a bfn. I'm so sad. I've never wanted a baby this bad with anyone, not even the guys I had my first two with (they were surprises). I love him more than I can even describe, I just don't think he understands how much it breaks my heart when I get a bfn.