Had Enough *longer rant*
After 3 years together and 2 years of marriage I've gotten to a point where I've had enough of the emotional abuse I've been suffering. My husband has a strict policy on me not talking to ANYONE about our marriage, that includes my therapist and doctor. He has tackled me once and now threatens to do it again if I confront him with an issue...if I confront him and don't move he will push me out of the way or pull me around by my arm. He has left bruises a bunch of times.
I love him dearly but I'm not IN love anymore. He isn't the man I married and it isn't a good change its all been bad, I've out grown him and he's stuck with a teen mentality. He's also severely addicted to video games, so much so that he ignores everything around us to play them.
At the end of this semester of college I will be packing my car with my things and driving to be with my parents in my home state. I should have known things weren't going to be good when he tackled me a year ago and I should have run then but now I'm taking action.
I can't live in a loveless marriage anymore, emotional abuse and threats of violence aren't ok and being ignored completely isn't conducive to a marriage. He's been bad for a long time and it's only getting worse.
Wish me luck send me some good vibes and prayers....I'm young and am making a huge decision...I'm also stuck living with the knowledge that I won't be leaving until after finals which are the second week of December... He is however very good at being loving and kind when he wants something...today he was cuddly and loving and then suddenly very agitated and non communicative....
I hate having to hide but I need to get free of this marriage and this man.
Add Comment
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.