Ummm yeah you see...

I am so horny right now! My spouse is asleep downstairs. My word I don't remember ever being this turned on. I am so turned on I want to try it with a girl so bad. I know spouse would hate me if I even suggested a threesome. Oh but I want to so bad. I want a girl. Just to try it once. But yeah... stuck at this point. Husband would hate me.

Is this normal? Is this wrong? I don't even know what to do or even ask? I have no one else to talk to about this. Everyone would turn their backs on me. Sorry to unload on you.