Soo today was really difficult!

So...I had a miscarriage April 1st at 6 weeks and another miscarriage Sept 15 at 17 weeks. In two weeks, I would have been expecting my first, so this time has been really hard. There is a 18 year old at my church who just had twins a couple weeks ago and came for the first time since delivery, our pastor acknowledged the boys and had her to bring them to the front. I literally had to excuse myself and broke down in the bathroom...like that never happened before, but today was just emotional to me. I finally composed myself and came back into the sanctuary, but as soon as I came in one of the ladies said "oh, I can't wait until you can have babies again, I sure hope their twins!"...I know she was only being nice, but I was just hurt and emotional. I literally walked out and waited in the car for my hubs. Of course, my husband's head is in the cloud and he saw or heard nothing, so he just thinks I have a attitude today. Ready for this day to be over...