Have you had a miscarriage?

My first pregnancy was a miscarriage. Puts tears in my eyes just by writing it. We were so excited. I started getting all these thoughts and ideas about names and colors for the nursery. I even looked at cribs. I was about 6 weeks when I miscarried. I know it was early into the pregnancy but it was still emotionally devastating. All of these emotions have been bottled up. Nobody knows other than my husband and I. How did you deal with it? Did you have an open conversation with others about the topic? For some reason this is not an easy topic for me to discuss with others. Is that normal? It's so difficult because everyone around me always brings the subject of when are we having kids. It is honestly frustrating if they only knew what we've gone through! I guess I don't want others pitty but mainly because it's a sensitive subject that really starts the water works. What's even harder is seeing others around me pregnant. It's terrible but I can't help but feel sad. I guess I will just continue to stay positive as I have been. God has a plan and I believe we will get pregnant when it's the right time 👼🏼🙏🏼 thanks for reading I just needed to vent. Good luck to those of you trying and congratulations to those that are and have gotten pregnant!