Fk boys gonna be fk boys

So I have been hooking up with this guy for a while, we never had sex  and it was ment to be a secret but he made up a rumour that we had sex! Even tho we didn't. He would ignor me in public but treat me so well when we were alone. It made me feel like shit! I told him this and he started sorta talking to me in public. He recently told me that we couldn't keep going and it broke my heart. Yesterday he messaged me and apologised! He said he misses what we had and wants to keep going. I want to but I know he will just screw me over again 🙃 I don't know what to do because he is the only guy that makes me happy and feel good!! Please help! Open to any suggestions ❤️ thanks girlies xx