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I'm 15 and I dated a boy for a year and a half and he became my first love. Being so young I felt that I shouldn't hold myself down and meet other people so I broke it off a couple months back. I have kinda found someone knew and I feel like that's kinda ruined the point of breaking up with the first one? I still love this other boy and miss him every day. I wish I could talk to him because he was amazing. Am I supposed to feel like this and will it just always be like this? Someone please help.