Getting depressed......

I was just looking at my calendar and seeing everything that was going on this coming week with my kids activities and i had a circle marked on my calendar for the due date I was suppose to have my baby on December 5. I suffered a miscarriage back in April and it took awhile for me to come to the realization I lost another baby but after seeing that I sunk into a depressive state and it doesn't help we've been ttc since the miscarriage and it still hasn't happened.