Bi-curious.

So my whole life I've identified as straight but I've always had a sexual curiosity with the same sex. Never really wanted to be in a relationship with a girl bc I love boys if you know what I mean but I've been wanting to have a sexual experience with a girl. The most I've done was just kiss but I already know my prefrences like I don't want a stud or nothing but I'm just nervous about actually doing it and going down below 👇🏽 can anybody share some of there own experience or stories ☺️