Is this a good sign?

Since positive ovulation tests on 11/27 & 11/28  I've had a closed and soft cervix. Took a test 2 days ago (I knew it was too early I just couldn't help it) and got bfn. Hoping for a positive test this weekend and an extra special rainbow baby. We've lost 2 babies this year. One in late June (2nd trimester loss) and one the beginning of November (early loss likely 5-6 weeks). Any iSight ladies?