I need help

I'm so confused I broke up with my boyfriend cause I was confused, he's amazing he really is. He treats me like a queen like a man suppose treat a women seriously I have nothing bad to say about him! It's all me, not knowing what I want I love him I really do, like I'm starting miss him but I broke up with him ya know, I'm confused ... He tried get back with me I said no then but now I'm not so sure like I want too but I don't know what too do! I'm lost! He's so emotional made me feel bad like I was so wrong for how great he was! But I just want space but now I'm not sure ...! Help thoughts please