I have been hesitant to reach out on this feed, but right now I just need some reassurance from some fellow mothers to be in the department of possibly having to parent on my own. It breaks my heart to have to consider, but I know now that I have no other option but to push through. I have to put my baby first. I accepted the moment I had a positive test that I was a mommy. I'd like to think that I will continue to do just fine even by myself, but I'm having a hard time convincing myself in a time as dark as this that things are going to be ok.