Issues after abuse

I was molested by an older man when I was young and have some daddy issues. When I was in middle/high school I would be somewhat attracted to people I shouldn't have been and craved for them to care for me. ( a teacher and a youth pastor) they also became strangely close to me and I know one had intentions of getting with me. I always had this uneasy feeling and knew it was wrong and I should stay away from them because honestly both of them got way too close with me to an uneasy level and I think things could have easily gotten out of hand. I feel terrible but I was young, severely depressed, and had a terrible self image. Can anyone else relate? I don't know what to think