EMBARRASSING BJ

So Idk about you but I feel  insecure about giving my guy a blow job sometimes. Even though I want to do it to make him feel good and I know it's silly to be insecure. My bf is always good about encouraging me and helping me with that. HOWEVER. THE MOST EMBARRASSING THING HAPPENED. So I was trying to give him a blowjob and I usually gag a little bit BUT THIS TIME I gagged like twice in a short amount of time and the third time I like threw up. On him and on the bed. 😔 it was so embarrassing. It took everything in me to not just sit there and cry. Of course he was encouraging and tried to make me feel better. BUT OMG. Self esteem-down the drain. I can't stop thinking about it. Ughhh. Anyone else had something like that happen?