Needing AF to show up!

Okay we had a miscarriage and D&C in late October, and I have yet to have a normal fucking period! I've had random days of spotting here and there and days when I thought I was PMSing like crazy. But I have no idea what the hell my body is doing and it is so aggravating! I thought I got some positive opk's before Christmas but then bleed for a day and now I've been taking opk's every day and hpt's every 3 days and nothing is ever coming up positive! Please body just have a normal period so I can start trying again 😫 end rant.