At due 1/25, did ai 1/8 and 1/9

Hey all! My partner and I just started the journey for baby number two. We're using a new donor and its nerve wracking. I'm still breast feeding our 15 month old and am a sahm. These last few days I've been going stir crazy and today I've been so emotional! I can't decide what is going on if it's just all the anxiety associated with the tww or what. Are any others going through the Same thing? I don't remember these things with my first pregnancy. I remember the long tww but not any of this! Thanks mommies!