I'm horrified with how my body looks. I feel like i look wasted and used up. The skin around my vagina is loose looking (even though the actual vaginal canal is so tight it actually hurts 😢!), my breasts went from really big and perky straight to saggy things hanging off my chest. Extra skin and everything. And I'm STILL breastfeeding! 😢 my hips actually went back down to their size before but a bit of my belly fat stayed... leaving me looking like a straight un-curvy plank of used up, wasted, saggy person. I cry every day. Im cleared for sex in two weeks but right now i can't even let him see me naked without starting to tear up and him ending up holding me while i cry. He says I'm still beautiful... but i just can't believe how bad it is. I used to love my body so much... now i can't even bring myself to go shopping for proper bras to fit my "new" boobs because I can already picture myself bawling in the dressing room. Bras and lingerie weren't made for saggy breasts... it's so unfair. I literally wish i could atleast have them removed so that my nipples wouldn't show through my shirt letting the whole damn world know that my boobs are pancakes with nipples at the bottom. Ugh. How did anyone else cope? Am i crazy? Or did mother nature just fuck me over?!