None sexual boyfriend. 😕

So me and my boyfriend have been together a little over 7 months now and we really do love each other, there's just one thing that gets to me, he is very, VERY rarely sexual with me, like even hugging in bed he doesn't always want to do. This bugs me quite a lot, and we are also both virgins. I don't really get it I thought most guys loved to do sexual things. Also the other thing that frustrates me is i give him hand jobs and blow jobs, but I never get anything in return, at most some good making out but that's about it. No action for me :( and today he said something that really bothered me, he said he watches pron. now this wouldn't really bother me at all if he actually did stuff with me, and Knowing he masterbates and watches sexy and atractive women makes me feel maybe he doesn't want to do those things with me coz I don't look like them... I don't really know what to do... I just feel like I'm not enough for him... I always try to start something when we are in bed, but he either just rolls over or just pushes me away, and I really want to do things with him... Almost just to feel like he loves me... And I know it's not all about sex and stuff but I'm not even talking about sex, but just something more. I'm I being to paranoid about this?