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Brittany • Mommy 💕
My husband cheated on me just as I was starting my third trimester. This came as a really big shock because he's never done anything like this before. I was devastated and I didn't know what to do. I prayed about it and realize that the best thing my daughter could have was her daddy, so I put aside what he did and forgave him. Things looked really good for us and we had our baby on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>. He was really helpful and absolutely sweet with her. She is almost a month old and things have changed. His going back to work after taking a break to be with baby was really hard on me. I started having emotional breakdowns and just moments where she wouldn't stop crying and I didn't know what to do. Eventually, I started to get in the swing of things and it got easier. However, he started to get moodier. He gets frustrated and starts steaming when she cries at night and he gets mad at me for rushing to her aid. I know he's also angry about our lack of a sex life. We had to stop having sex in the first trimester because it was too painful for me. The doctor still hasn't given us the clear to start up again, so I know that's taken a toll on him. This week school starts back up (we are in college). We agreed that I would take a semester break to stay home with baby and take some of my sophomore classes this summer. I had no idea what him going back to school would do. He's already incredibly distant, and I know he's busy, but he's been really slow to text me back on his breaks and he said he's hanging out with his friends on campus. Meanwhile, I haven't seen any of my friends since the baby shower. We live on a farm and we share one car right now, so I can't even leave to get a change of scenery. He's out having fun and I'm stuck at home with a crying baby. I love my baby girl to pieces and in no way have I thought of her as a problem, but I wish that he was here to parent with me. I feel stuck and depressed. I'm in love with a man who doesn't make time for me anymore. What can I do?