Need to vent!

Just needed to vent and thought it would be best doing it on here as all us ttc are more understanding.
Been ttc for 7 months now and really hoped this would be our month as after this cycle hubby has said we have to wait 6 months :( as weve got a big family holiday booked in october and obviously doesnt want our due date to be around that time and also we have 2 boys whos birthday are jan and feb and he wants to avoid these months for baby number 3! He says im being selfish as obv i still want to try and just let nature take its course but hes adament we have to wait :( these last few months have been frustrating as bfn after bfn and i really dont want to stop trying cant wait to have another baby :) thanks for reading ladies its nice to let it out haha