I'm falling VERY hard for my partner, he's probably the closest thing to perfect in my book, and I'm comfortable with him, and in bed with him.. If it's something I know how to do, I'm five years younger then him & hes been married before, he's had a lot more learning chances to say the least, when I first started getting on top I was awkward about that, but he would ask me to & now I would rather be on top. But when it comes to trying new things I'm willing to learn but I'm so awkward & he's understanding & would never make me try anything but I want to be able to please him. I don't know how to give a blow job & he wants me to, and he wants to 69, but I'm so shy that I don't know how to enjoy it with my stuff in his face. Any tips on how to get over this? Or ideas on how I can learn so that I can just surprise him with a shocking wild side? I want to blow his mind in bed but I haven't been with very many people and it's always been boring before now. I need help ladies!