What now...[rant]

Been trying for over a year, my gp won't help me at all because he says I have to see my gynecologist... OK. I made an appointment and they told me I have to see an OB for conception help. They even gave me a referral. Great! I made an appointment and went in... The OB won't talk to me because I'm not pregnant. I feel like nobody wants to help me. So, I got desperate...

I bought Clomid online. I haven't ovulated myself according to OPKs. I had one possible positive this entire time. I bought clomid 50mg and took it 5 days. No luck again. I'm so lost. I'm sorry for the rant. I'm expecting a lot of hate but I just couldn't keep it inside anymore.