I had a dream my boyfriend raped me?

I don't know why or what it means but I feel so, I can't thing of another word then ucky. Like if feel dirty inside. The dream was so intense and I can remember everything in the dream. Like his facial exceptions, me trying to yell when I couldn't, him slamming me on the bathroom floor. I know it's not his fault that I had a dream like that but I can't seam to look at him the same way... Honestly looking at pictures of him or us make me want to puke. I see him today for the first time since the dream and I'm super scared. I know he would never do anything like that but it's just hard to look at him the same way... Will I ever be able to look at him in the same way? What does the dream mean? I still love him but at the same time it feels wrong almost to talk/look or him. Any advice?